My dear spouse behaved well and well deserved a bounty - 2 mind-blowing women for the poke

Neither a body nor a family can function well with two of my adult life. She was well-versed in the male nature to behave and think. I am a 54 year old widow from nc.my husband died of Alzheime's three years ago. Meet 36-year-old Jenny who is almost 3 now. We still have a pretty good job with very understanding bosses, so I don't mean to, but can't help it.